19-07-2016.

Dear Love,
 

You, are kind.

Yes, you did not read that wrong: kind.
You’re the girl who is always trying to help others.
And when you are the girl like that, you feel a lot.

You, have depths within you.
You, have an ocean for a heart.
And when people that are too scared to swim started to blame the ocean for their condition, I know that you hurt.
My God, do you hurt.

Do you ache wondering if they ever stop doing their wickedness?
Wondering if they ever feel what the hell it is that you are feeling?
Wondering if they ever hurt just as the same as the people they’ve hurt?
At time like this, I just want to ask you how you are doing.
I just want to ask you on how you are coping.

And I just want to ask on how you are healing.

I know that you, are healing yourself.
You said that to me numerous times.
You find your strength in helping people.
Not only that, you find energy in your solitude.
And you find hope in your dreams- all your dreams- even daydreams.
You build yourself up, and that’s remarkable- that’s why I’m proud of you.

But.. Do you tell yourself that you don’t need anyone to save you?
That you don’t need anyone to steady your foundation?

I daresay that you do.

Love, sometimes the girl who is always be there for everyone else-
The girl who always show her kindness – your kindness – to everyone,
She need someone to always be there for her.
I know, that sometimes, the girl who smiles the biggest hold the biggest hurt.
Sometimes the girl who encourage everyone around her – just like you do to people around you – needs to be told that she is appreciated, that she matters.
And sometimes she – you – needs to be encouraged herself.

Love, know that your heart is rare.
Know that you hold within you an ability to calm storms in people.
Know that there aren’t many who could infuse themselves with kindness like you.
You, have a beautiful gift that could relieve hurt minds.
Know that you give people around you hope,
That you inspire them by acknowledging them.
That you make people around you feel wanted.
And that, you make people around you feel like they have purpose.

However, do remember that you are not invincible.
Remember that your heart needs rest.
You, need rest.

Remind yourself constantly that you do not need to carry the weight of the world, that you do not need to carry someone else’s weight on those little shoulder of yours.
Remind yourself that you may not be able to save everyone, that you may not be able to heal every evil, every wickedness, or even every hurt.
Remind yourself that you deserve to take all of the energy you put out into the world, and invest it back into yourself from time to time.
Remind yourself, that you are worthy of the kindness you keep giving to everyone.

Remind yourself, that you do not always have to be strong.
You, do not always have to be the fixer for everyone.

I’m human, you’re human, we all are.
You need to remind yourself that you can be human sometimes.
That you could step down from being superhero for them.
That you, could ask for help.

That you do not always have to be the one to save yourself.

So Love, let me put your insecurities to sleep.
Let me remind you you are worthy, and magical.
Let me be your light in your often dim world.
Because there will be more days when you feel alone than you don’t.
I will have you know, that I exist in this world so you may know that it is on those very days when you feel the loneliest that I will love you the most.

Always remember, that I will always be there for you.
That I will be there to catch you when you fall.
 

Love,
Yours.

V.A.C.W.

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